07/25

After two days of intense work...I now have one sick child...I still have one on antibiotics from an ear infection last week. Life is crazy fast now days.

I have the school supplies all packed up and ready to go, my house is somewhat clean, the Laundry is done and put up (which is a major accomplishment).

Jacob's 4 week High School running camp is now finished and we can look onwards to another event coming next week.

Kobie is still going to a tutor and I'm now realizing will probably be continuing throughout the school year.

Dylan is rude lately. All I am doing lately is getting onto him. He is trying to push my buttons, but I can't show him that he's affecting me.

Reality

I've come to realize that my boobs.....hinder me when running.

I've come to realize that this weekend.....is going to be a blast.

I've come to realize that when I'm driving.....I often daydream and dance and sing as loud as I can.

I've come to realize that I need......help, and I shouldn't be scared to ask for it.

I've come to realize that I have lost.....my mind some days.

I've come to realize that I hate it when.....I am bored or have nothing planned.

I've come to realize that money.....isn't what life is all about.

I've come to realize that certain people.....will not like me, just because, and that's okay. I can't change them.

I've come to realize that I'll always be....a mom

I've come to realize that I have a crush on.....my husband

I've come to realize that my mom.....was a very good mom, I call her weekly to tell her things (ie. Thanks for not yelling at me when I wanted to do it my way, and continued to fail on my own- Thanks for letting me learn from my mistakes, with out the "I told you so's")

I've come to realize that my cell phone.... has to be with me when I run / drive.

I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning.....that I am in a lot of pain.

I've come to realize that last night before I went to sleep.....I need Adam next to me before I can drift off.

I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about…..not running in this heat.

I've come to realize that my dad.....is getting better. And trying harder. He's not so bad.

I've come to realize that today.....is going slower than usual

I've come to realize that tonight.....I will get my eyebrows waxed and go to bed early..

I've come to realize that tomorrow I will......work, A Lot.

I've come to realize that I really want to.... keep my kids closer as they get older.

I have come to realize.....that I love my life, and pray God will be glorified by it.

7/8- goof moments

Today was a day full of laughter. One that you need to savor for when the bad moments of life come. Today's color would've been sunshine yellow for the heat.
We did all of our normal "routine" things. Watched a movie and were going to the pool. I told everyone to get out and in the car, as usual. I checked to make sure all the lights were off, set the alarm and walked out the door. I sat down in the car and looked behind me and noticed someone was missing. I turned and looked up and Kobie's running out of the house saying "what the heck mom!" It was funny...I laughed so hard I cried. I apologized to him and reminded him of my brother being left at Chuck E Cheese (before they did head counts) by a childcare provider.

Adam gave all the boys haircuts tonight. The bad part about a mohawk is the tan on your head..and the lack of...we have a skunk among us. Adam and I couldn't resist to laugh.